Laila Tov

It's always better when were together
Under the sun setting sky
Just you and I.
Pondering here alone
Subtle caressing of a moan
Your moan.
For you to be so far away
Yearning for your tender touch
Your body, your cusp.
Lullabied waves fritter their skin
Frowning upon me
Thrashing softly. Rising to the bed-owing rock
Imprints hurrying, sinking across the land
The Holy Land.
Three beliefs become one
Home to the holiest son
Playful splashes going through the motions
Pounding scrutiny; ripples of emotions.
Glide your way fluttering black bird
Wish you were here to be thought absurd.
Weighing nothing
Must possess something?
Pink-orange mist hover over my sight
Stesh laila; the time of overpowering might.
Some answer to be pleaded
If only you knew
If only I knew
Withered within a state of flux
No combination of words to be thought up in my head
Trembling lips spluttering in dread.
Eyes squeeze shut
Soft howling of the sea triggered for your dear Bambi eyes
Burning trickles no longer mask your disguise
Insanity soars home again, dancing all around.
Fingers gliding, arched back; she silently drowns.
She was here
The heavenly tranquil, requiem of a dream
Whispers upon her flowing ashes
Twirling pirouette and arched arabesque!
Ani ohevette ottack
Listen carefully; her whimpers hushing back.

Performed Perennity

Performed perennity
Un-shamed vulgarity
kneeling upon unsettled river
finger tips strain, begin to quiver.
Mirror mirror on the wall
Topple down, must struggle to fall.

Shards splitting your ruby flow
kiss them better now. Slow slow slow.
Struggle you fear
Shall all become clear
The dusk blooming upon the whimpering Thames
Bitter deception will soon amend.
Counted with fright of over whelming sight
Razor thorn pricking is nothing to be of missing
Cut straight through the hazy maze
No longer must gaze
Turn a blind eye
Wallow within a deep hovering sigh.

Glowing

Angel cradled within my womb
Overwhelming joy; my lover of whom.
Whirling in a trance of utter surrealism
For the day to arrive beholding magical realism.
Never to believe that it shall happen
One big mess of absolute misshapen.
Warm, Glowing, ball of light
Not too noisy now, don't give her a fright!
The cradle of protection to serve her perfection
Supple sentimental silk to stroke, emotions of an earthquake begin to evoke.
Rumbling and tumbling the room shakes with fear
Dropping of a torn out- trembling tear.
The precious glow beams from within
Soaring strongly, something to begin.
Inflexible bump I yearn to behold,
Love like this that cannot be sold.

Upon Our Castle

The moon vows my presence
Beaming upon the haven; howling it's essence.
An ocean sweeps it's steadying tide
Each day more.. rips off my pride.
Love struck under the swooping sun
Head reeling, smiling, but now what's become.
Weeping willow whirled with woe
Watch out. Don't turn for a second, he might just go.
Rendering rain, upon our castle.
No act of shame to pain or blame; locked tight into a paradox parcel.
Drizzling through the fields of May,
Soaring past, running; flicker of a devoting day.
Hushed kisses blur
Reunite; you chose to defer.

limbo

trembling to the blue botanical gates towards the east
surrender your game, let your weapons topple down with ease.
bursts of fire spitting flames nip within
vengeance my love? of once adored, caressed skin.
soft kisses storm
now pricking of a thorn.
consumed and obsessed
hypnotizing circumstances may need to be addressed.
butterflies flutter their way to the east
fly me along; embrace me before decease.
must forget.. yet, the young brunette
mustn't forget.. must bare regret

Oath; enhancement

reach out my dear, resit the shadowing futility of fear
trickling salt splashes must not appear, must not conquer your inability of cheer.
raise a glass for all it is sincere, ruby drops, leaks, crashes a flow the pier.
La Seine; flowing, quickening, pace
harsh brutality to cease your embrace.
''My oath of love still remains. Depths of the ocean go on for eternity; as for my love that is the underestimating certainty''
''Will the stairway guide us to our epiphany of enchantment?'' Her whimpers echoed whilst failing to disguise her slaughtered shadow.
For we must repent. For we must repent.
For how my oath can shelter my Grace

For how my oath will not erase.

For how my oath can enlighten our hovering
For how my oath shall never be wallowing.

For how my oath ...
''You see, my love. My oath to wrap you within an embrace, loftily brush your fair cream skin, flutter side by side trembling around perpetual feathered purity.''
Never alone again
Together we remain
Through the slitting cunning pain
Forgiveness is a virtue
Raging fire of doom; I curse you.
Perfectly protected.  Naively neglected

Poetically Placed Palace

If true love were to ever be acclaimed
Surely you would forbid your ever achieving pain.
summer breeze so comforting, so calm.
circle your finger, chanting around the teddy bears palm.
To consistently battle and play the princess
as if to be locked away in a castle; burying distress.
winter turns so sharp and cold
stabbing sleet, shimmering snow
not within my ability to be controlled.
Running marathons across my mind,
for we could be so perfect and rhythmically intertwined.
Bluntness; you cease to acknowledge of being callous
heir to my thrown, topple beneath my poetically placed palace.
Of all that is left
earthquakes roar beneath my pounding chest
Once Upon A Time
Oh how it should be so lyrically chimed
A story never finished, a story not quite diminished
But a story of love, I've been everlasting part of

Whisper Within A Wind

whisper within a wind
forgive me for all I have sinned.
Just a memory, abandoned and strained
cutting ever so deep, fall to my knees of all I am pained.
cruelty strikes in it's up-most fulfilling hour
knees squeezed upon my breast, cradled beneath the singing shower
You gave up on what we had
you'll never love someone the way you loved me, so i'll be glad.
heart wrenching adoration
we must find the missing pieces of the puzzle and re build it's formation.
those bundling bouncing butterflies of growing love,
creating a nest in all that is center for days on days so perfect and pure as a white glowing dove.
can't eat, can't sleep, can't breathe
All we could do is love.
Sick with love, love becomes sick.

Drunken Deception

Drunken confidence and almighty determination

Stumble aboard your faded ship and reap to the standing ovation

Lock in the first passionate hungry awaited firing stomach aching kiss so long over due

Over watching ceiling, as if I flew.

Serenity utterly conquered over board 

Flittering fairy dust blew from my palm

- Trees shadowing grace topple hypothetically calm.

Mumble jumble, weak to the knees

Buzzing to my ears, conversating bumble bees.

Oh someone knock me over board, stupidly in love. ahhhh let me scream!!!!!!!!!

Walk the plank! No need for a threat to vamoose of my presence
flaring flutters of your charming essence.
Already self willingly chucked my treasure chest of gold deep into the frozen sea.  
silly old me.
Oh naive girl, you know what you've done.
no reciprocated adoration beaming off of your tearing sun.

One night baked with spontaneous perfection, now yet again, denied of your affection
What is it?????

I can't see.

I can't see.

I can't see.

Why don't you want me.

Lips built for one another

Souls matched to cling to each other

Chemistry of purified uranium tickled for one another   

Bodies indescribably in synch with each other

It all fits.

You're my 101

My one

The one

Your one

Yours 

Yet...

'Good things come to those who wait'

Bullshit. 

  

Far Away City

Heart sinks like an anchor thudding through its journey to the mystical obscurity
I only ask for the reassurance and to deem your security
Denied of affection I plead of you
'This can't materialise' running around in circles and off it flew.
Knocking on the precious box of what I condemn
Scan the helpless sparks of this defeated gem
Forever to be in love with this bewildering soul, now just remains of a burnt-out ashing coal.
Intensity of just one touch or eye blazing glare, like two matching socks; the perfect pair.
The passion undeniable, yet the end? Unjustifiable.
Perhaps one day in a far away city, we stumble upon one another, be holding no pity.
The rhythmic feuds vanished, and for our love to never be banished.

Soul mate

Soul mate
You must never accept defeat.
Reach out to the rope I throw you, cling on, shine bright through this misty street.
'There's always a light at the end of the tunnel' dig your way through, feel the whimpering soil lock into your clawing dip, one more push, fade out of this harrowing trip.
Fire gazing in your eyes, no need to hide.
Fake that smile, drag the weight of your shivering pride.
One more push, yet another break. How much more can you truly take?
The fearful blade we persist to foresee, lock away the pleads and the streaming burns, grip my hand, now we must flee.
Dripping to the whirling pond beneath our tranquility, kiss the scattered shards of the camouflaged vulnerability.
Buried 6 feat deep, whisper the lullaby of the 2 black sheep.
Lost of all hope, just one another, placed on the desolate universe to find each other.
One more push, but don't you see?
Without you I couldn't be me.

Howling haven

Slithering thick like honey, red as rubies.
slash slash slash
flowing like a steaming river upon my howling haven
see the whimpering child curled into the corner, cradling herself
ruby thuds and stabs at the center of all wrenching
a float in the blood bath, bend back my head
rise softly; arched. Gripping the rusted metal handles
feel the weight descend
crash into the waves of crimson dread
pressure upon the looped whirlwind into nothingness
observe the spiraling hurricane deflate, no existence to prove
cover and bandage the satisfied wounds

delusional

No sensitivity or heart felt care
drop me, watch me tumble down the spiraling stairs.
No stairway to heaven or up we go,
stamp on my vulnerable, perpetual, weeping rose;
that once felt you loved me so.
Unchained melody; holding tight, glare into the spark of our blossoming heart.
Laughter of piercing notes we fail to hit, yet we never fail to give it a miss.
Run off with the chosen girl, i'm clearly just the over thrown- very last choice for the only girl, who truly loved me. Yes you loved me, yet I couldn't reciprocate. Now the times come to eliminate.
All this love but not enough. There is no love if there is no trust.
Have a think why, well you should know.
Nothing gets through to the delusional.

psychotic powers

Empty
What emotions can I possibly convey.
Infuriated, fooled, humiliated, yet how so typical for you to betray.
Pick and choose like you're something special.
Not about finding your self, can you even admit who you are my petal?
Pull you apart one by one, rip you off your seedy bed.
'She loves me, she loves me not.' for now the questioning planted in my head.
Another lie you yet to commit, stop playing this part you've conjured for your self.
Too late to turn back now, you're delusional; sickening for your mental health.
Reconsider these games you play, I can beat you at them all and I promise I will make you pay.

Believe i'm psycho, have you searched into your own fucking reflection and looked into what you're viewing?
Habit? Accidental? Mentally ill? Addiction worse than any dilating crystal powder you may be overdoing?
Oh hahahaha. Yet again you lie, of talcum power you don't even buy.

Some kind of magical manipulation monstrosity you cursed upon me.
My cage has been broken, though in the most cutting of ways. Finally uplifted and set to be free.
Never use your illusion of 'powers' in anyway so...
Would you like to see what I can do? Secret witches, oh yes we are real.
Not Hogwarts or ridicule advancement of that, emotions of powers that you can truly feel.
Flickering of injustice and soon it will blow.
Hover in pure darkness, no serenity, fiddle with the switch until I cast you with my corrupting circle of crow.



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inspiration

Purely about inspiration.
All at once six spun around my thoughts of ignition.
Now what?
How did I reap so much to express.
Now I feel a fail.. not much more to address.
If only that were so, I could give my mind a rest.
Craving to live my life, explore, adventure, be free.
Never to be a conformist. 'I WILL NEVER CONFORM'.
I pray I stick to that promise.
No 9-5 worries, in the daily triangle of western society.
No set guide. Or plan.
Thailand, Malaysia, America, India, China, Israel.
To live each culture.
To live to differently; never the same.
'You are never truly living life, unless you are scared taking risks'.
The fear feeds my drive.
There is no fear.
18 and ready. My life starts now.
All around the world ticket, costing a grand, 6 destinations.
Laughing at my self this very second, so much comparison to the devil, no soul selling ploys on any level.
Feathered, open my hatch door, give me a nudge and off I fly.

The scream

Stumble around in circles, don't look back.
Feel the pain more; burns, stings and cuts, careful not to fall off track.
Selfish you say, what kind of game can you play?
Hot, steaming trickles weep off your skin, puddling upon your angel touch; forming your deadly sin.
Can't stop , won't stop.
Alone. Empty in this room.
Just lay there flat, palpitates within you, feel it go boom. boom. boom.
Nothing.
Fallen, screaming.
How can I release this?
A state of fitting from head to toe. possession.
I must be dreaming.
Far from fantasy, grabbing and dragging into the fire raging hell.
Torture. Someone un-cast this sharp stabbing spell.
Free me from the feeling you to continue to compel.
Speaking in tongues, yes you have your devilish ways.
Hose the fumes out, yes smash and shatter, decline the offer from the foggy haze.
Hear the ringing of all that is left, from the piercing cry that burst out your chest.
Splashing of wellingtons, peer out the condensed window to the infant creating her memories to remember as possibly me?
Become hypnotized by the rain, yet inside, the tsunami begins to take it's stride.
Routine remains, still the same.

infinate

The heat, the stare, I feel it in your muddy emerald glare.
Insides crumbling, twisting and turning.
For your touch is the only thing i'm yearning.
The ocean; depths go on for eternity, as for my love that is the underestimating certainty.
Crystal clear, clapping, cooing and calling.
Finger prints tremble, the tingle, i'm falling.
Pulling me into your embrace, no words to describe this ecstasy you create.
Grasp in my inner self, softly rise to the pounding gate.
Warm, gentle, pressing, just hold it for this moment.
Endure the physicality of our red rose involvement.
Scratching and moaning, feel my body floating.
Connection like no other, no words to be spoken.
Our seats of emotions pound out of our chests, I love you, you love me, re write the history and solve this mess.

Ani Ohevett Otach

Ani Ohevett Otach ,
So pure, so sweet, just hush it back.
Three beliefs come one, sprinkle the heavenly glow across my four fingered gap.
Crystal clear, nothing to fear, no sound I must hear.
Alone in the deep, bubbling blue, the faint shut off cry.
I hear you beautiful beast, so happy I could die.
Exotic emeralds, for seeing fuchsia, beaming all for me, in the greatest Scarlett Eden is where I dream to be.
Brush my shriveled claws down to my waist; so effortlessly paced.
Mystical creature be-holding selected sleek scales, up lift your fore-shadowing reckoning vale.
True beauty may lie, but evil to hide underneath those polluted pebble eyes?
No feeling like this, overwhelming bliss.
First time I laid eyes upon you, that warm dry breeze wrapped me as I flew.
Ani ohevett ottach, yafah Yisrael, the only land of love and grief I knew.

Miss

Emptiness inside, wallowing and swallowing up all my pride.
Sick, broken I wonder.
Heart pounds like a dark, caved in tunnel crashing of thunder.
Yet again, I wonder...
Has this just happened, can this be real, don't tell a soul you must weep this surreal.
Like a dream you once dreamed, so fuzzy, so bare, can never be fully traced back, something was there.

LIES. LIES. LIES.
You remember most of all, the smashed heart, metallic fall.

Tip toes, tip toes now everyone...
Treading on egg shells, oh dear, so kind,
I'll throw you upon them, crack! So cruel.
Dreary, so dreary I know I will find,
you there Mr; I think I've lost my mind.
The qwuirking noise that scrapes my ears, shivers sent down to all my fears.
Light this candle upon this place, huddled together in such a warm embrace.
Hear them sing, angelic in the harmonizing echo, beaming throughout this holy falsetto.

Friend Or Foe

Why make me sink in this microscopic 'U' space from the thumb to the first, loved ones you should catch me in gold, not make me fall far worse.
Yes, such a sensitive soul, but foul you may speak.
Power addiction, controlling, what else must you seek?
Unresolved issues yes you may journey that, bite upon your speech

OUCH! Go on.. claw me like a cat.
Stuck in this doomed wallowing cave of anxious, hate and fire.
Where's that frozen, bitter, gleaming shine?
The only nightmare I dare desire. 

Fetal position; screaming.
Yearning for that paradise, that accomplished broken feeling.
Release me from the pinch only one does understand, my friend, my dear, I command; you must never let go of my hand.
Roles reversed, oh look this could be fun...
Dance! Dance! Dance! Grab this mist, drag together, were in.
Oh don't be silly as if i'd ever commit your devil biting sin.
No I'd never behave like so. The only cat who could never be my foe.
Iv'e sung my song, almost played along, but now you see, the victim is me.
The way you act if not of a cat, a friend i'd admire you see.
You jump straight first, into the devils raging curse and now you must repent or worse.
Do your time, remove your crime and beloved harmonizing we can softly call or mime.
You see the cross, no don't get cross! The angel saved us all. Now you may shine, throw your heart on the line, you absolute nothing of heavens fall. 

Metallic Desire

So startled upon the aches that strain in my heart, pulling and yielding as the days drag past.
Remember to think about the happiness people play on their part; blessing my life in so many ways, not many can say what I have today.
When you've loved and you've lost and it it rips you apart, all you can do is try to depart.
Pull your self out as you know it can't work, knowing it'll make you insanely berserk. 
You yearn to scream and shout and drag the ear splitting curse out, then crumble to the floor, yet why beg for more?
Pain you like it, but scares you at times, can I be thinking thoughts like these, am I even all that fine. 

Raise the cold bitter shine into the gloomy, crumbling sky, can you dare to shove it down.. right past the scattered line?
Where you see no more, becomes so bleak, dare to speak. Lost for words, can barely breathe. 

Cat got your tongue?

I scream to my ears. Whistling through the echoed trees.
The metallic drip you bizarrely adore. Thick and fast it scurry's; your sin. To somewhere where there seems to be an end, drizzling through it's only journey to dry and feel your skin crawling.
Sharp. Split. Quick. Slow. Queasy. Drip. Drip. Drip.

Accomplished, broken, relieved and frozen.
Written MINE, so angry, so fierce. A statement you own it, control it. So strongly you mourn this. 
The lovers once had, the heartbreak, the time. So different, still mine.

Both still linger like a moth to a flame, will I ever forget the sting the burn or even the shame.
Does love ever die, remain, or simply fade. Even existent to the human domain. 
How can we begin to define such an ambiguous matter, only your own opinions will come together and sHattER. Confusion and hatred and "Oh it doesn't matter." The only thing I crave, no silver platter. The faults, the fears and the agonizing tears.
I want it all, but with the simplicity of cheer.
Feel my heart against yours, beating in time, the hot, brisk tingling breeze sung down to my spine.
Moving together in mime, in sync, copying and creating in this perpetual time.